And Life Goes On

Ich hatte den Körper und nicht Dein Herz – Ich hatte den Körper und all den Schmerz Hey all, here’s a little update on what I’ve been up to recently. Today I parted with my PC that I built myself over a year ago and I was sad at first, but I have something that I’ve…

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If I Had My Own World…

I’d build you an empire. From here to the far lands -To spread love like violence. Let me feel you, carry you higher. Watch our words spread hope like fire… Secret crowds rise up and gather – Hear your voices sing back louder. ❤ Tomorrow is my 25th birthday. I’m calling myself half dead, because 50 seems like too many…

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I Wish I May, I Wish I Might…

I haven’t written in a few weeks. I’ve been meaning to, I just find it harder and harder to function daily with the recent job loss and other things going on in my life. I can honestly say, I’m not happy with where my life is right now, and I need to do something about…

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Summertime Sadness

“You know that he doesn’t love you, right? He does not love you. He does not think about your eyes before bed. And he does not pick up the phone in attempt to dial your number. He doesn’t dream about your hands in his hair or the way your cheek grazes his. He doesn’t care about your mother and he never will. He doesn’t want to learn…

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Throw Matches To See What You Can Ignite

I’ve been searching for an exit but I’m lost inside my head; Where I spend every waking moment wishing this would end. I can’t take another step, I cannot live inside my mind, I can’t face another day, I am so fucking tired. For I am lost right now as the ocean deep, I am…

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