Societal norms and cultural expectations can often be too much too process, and they can slowly erode your self-confidence and your beliefs, simply because you do not fit some sort of a mold. I’ve lived and grown my entire life in a very loving community, a metropolis as colorful as they come. But that can [...]
Picture it: Huge cactus next to the back porch, dirt for a driveway. Over-hang on the front of the door with an attractive bistro table set up. Community pool staring you in the face every day as you sit in the front of your house. You wander inside for a mixed drink from your mini [...]
My beloved do you know; how many years I've stared at clouds thinking that I saw you there? These are feelings that do not pass so easily- How can I forget what we've claimed as ours? I'm still proud of what we were; no pain remains no feelings - eternity awaits. Grant me wings that [...]
“When you’re dumb enough for long enough, you’re gonna meet someone too smart to love you, and they’re gonna love you anyway, and it’s gonna go so poorly.” – Neil Hilborn, Ballad of the Bruised Lung Been awhile, life's been crazy. I've been trying to find the time to keep writing but I just haven't had [...]
Get your head out of the gutter.
I've been listening to this song basically all morning, and I don't know why. Maybe because it hold meaning to me? No, no that's not it. I didn't even know of the band until I heard it on the radio one day and decided that I really liked it.. and now I can't stop. It's so catchy. The video is pretty cool, but it's not your over the top video like I was expecting.
Today is Friday, however, so TGIF to you all. I'm slightly sad because I can't go to Philly tomorrow for Comic Con and meet Thor... I don't have the money and I don't want to ask people for money because I also don't have anyone to go with now. I hate being alone. I hate when people have no urge to go do anything with me at all.
I need to buy so many things like an air conditioner for the apartment so we're not dying in the heat anymore, but I think I have to wait till the end of the month for that now; so I don't go broke ass on everything else I need to live. I need to stop spending money on stupid shit. And I think I'm going to go donate clothes somewhere this weekend because I have too many (less than I did at mom's house, but still too many) because I can't fit anymore in my room. And since I've moved I've bought enough to basically replace what I had. Unsure. Oh well, I'll go tear apart my room later on tonight or tomorrow.
Side note, speaking of tomorrow, (Saturday) I'm upset the LA Kings won the first game of the finals. I thought fershure the Devils had it. I hate how the Kings play though, and how they can get away with so much. I think we already found the team the TV announcers are favoring and who the Ref's are favoring, and that's just wrong.
I hope there's something good on TV this weekend to help me with my boredum. I'm also going to working on my resume this weekend and fixing what my mom said about it as well. Make things easier for myself in case my work decides to be weird and say hey! I'm not paying you anymore or something like that. It's better to have it than not have anything to start with right? And I can't use my 'creative' resume for a professional job unless it's in art or design, which is what I actually went to school for. Funny how things play out, isn't it? I don't even do anything with what I went to school for. I think I definitely should have went for something different like Forensics or something. *sigh*
Oh well, I think that's enough for today. So much to do, just so much procrastination these days. Even here at work... hmm.