Blogging Goals for 2020

I know I’m a little late to the game with these New Year’s posts… but life has just taken up too much of my time since Christmas. I was out of work for a bit for the holiday, then my bosses were out a bit for the holidays and one of them still is (jealous!)…

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The Phoenix

2017 was a big year for me. Let’s run through some highlights: I re-found my best friend and we started dating back in May of this year. It was perhaps by accident and totally not planned but it took him awhile to decide if thats what we truly were supposed to be. Turns out, it…

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When The Warm Wind Comes Again

My beloved do you know; how many years I’ve stared at clouds thinking that I saw you there? These are feelings that do not pass so easily- How can I forget what we’ve claimed as ours? I’m still proud of what we were; no pain remains no feelings – eternity awaits. Grant me wings that…

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Illusion; At The End of Days.

Everyone has hopes;  you’re human after all. This feeling is not sadness; this feeling is not joy. I truly understand, please don’t cry now. Please don’t go, I want you to stay. I’m begging you please, please don’t leave here. I don’t want you to change; for all the hurt that you feel. The world…

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Demention

‘There is an area of the mind that could be called unsane, beyond sanity, and yet not insane. Think of a circle with a fine split in it. At one end there’s insanity. You go around the circle to sanity, and on the other end of the circle, close to insanity, but not insanity, is…

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If I Lose Myself Tonight…

It’ll be by your side.  Good evening everyone. It’s about 9:30 PM and I’m sitting here at my computer and have been since 2 PM working and then doing some graphic designs since I haven’t in a very long time. I needed to take my mind off some things, and just actually use my computer…

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I Don’t Believe It’s True

It’s been over a month since I’ve written. A series of events has happened that led me to be absent including moving to a different apartment in record time because of roommate issues. Should I feel sorry? I think not. I need to do what’s best for me, always and every single time. I’ve been…

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Give Me These Moments Back

It’s about 10PM on a Thursday night. I’m sitting on the couch on my laptop for once updating it finally and I have nothing to do. I have racked my brain for this entire week with job applications, interviews, and other things, and I need a break. I think my brain may explode if I…

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